Excerpt: A HISTORY OF DELUSIONS by Victoria Shepherd (Oneworld)

ShepherdV-HistoryOfDelusionsUKHCToday, we have an excerpt from A History of Delusions by Victoria Shepherd, an intriguing history of delusions. Here’s the synopsis:

The Glass King, a Substitute Husband and a Walking Corpse

    • The King of France – thinking he was made of glass – was terrified he might shatter… and he wasn’t alone.
    • After the Emperor met his end at Waterloo, an epidemic of Napoleons piled into France’s asylums.
    • Throughout the nineteenth century, dozens of middle-aged women tried to convince their physicians that they were, in fact, dead.

For centuries we’ve dismissed delusions as something for doctors to sort out behind locked doors. But delusions are more than just bizarre quirks – they hold the key to collective anxieties and traumas.

In this groundbreaking history, Victoria Shepherd uncovers stories of delusions from medieval times to the present day and implores us to identify reason in apparent madness.

Now, read on for the excerpt…



A delusion is broadly defined as a fixed, false idea, not shared by others, unshakable in the face of decisive evidence contradicting it.

Where do delusions come from, and what do they mean? After all, it requires a considerable amount of imaginative work to create an alternative reality, and then heroic efforts to keep that reality going in the face of others – that is, everyone else – who don’t share the same belief; who might even laugh at you, for having glass feet or a glass rear end. It’s an intriguing question.

It’s not a static situation; we’ve changed how we’ve thought about them over the centuries. In the classical world it was an imbalance of ‘humours’, later demonic possession, then organic brain disease.

A more consistent feature is how subjects cling onto their delusions, seemingly for dear life. What do delusions offer that is worth the trouble? What kind of help or protection?

Delusions are only just starting to emerge as a field of study in their own right. Accounts over the centuries offer us peepholes into this historically overlooked area of everyday human experience. They were typically written up as ‘curios’, or marvels of the mind, but there’s more to know about these individuals in context, following each path through their daily lives; along the streets they walked, coming in and out of the shadows, glimpses of real human lives, struggles and powers of imagination. Can we spot traces of the route taken, how each managed to make a living, navigate love affairs and marriages, the birth and death of children, illness, wars or political or religious disorder, their sense of the future? Will their delusions become more understandable?

Looking back across centuries of experiences, we can see a common thread; common enterprises. Certain delusions seem to function in the same way. Organising ideas emerge. One persistent theme is lives that have gone catastrophically wrong. Delusions here are helping to assimilate a dramatic fall in status and to reconcile with the wretched existence which inevitably follows. The stakes for each of them in their delusions are as high as they come:

A housewife from 1920s Paris believes her husband and children have been replaced by substitute doubles. An Englishwoman in her Sunday best says she was swapped at birth and is the rightful heir to George III. She travels to St James’s Palace to confront him with a petition and a butter knife. A man says he’s Napoleon and barks his orders – countless lives depend on compliance. ‘Madame X’ calmly explains that she won’t be needing supper because she is, regrettably, already dead. These people have never met, they are separated by hundreds of years, but they begin to talk to each other and reveal a certain solidarity. They have all experienced a reversal of fortune.

With other cases, delusions are a way of reconciling the irreconcilable. Francis Spira and James Tilly Matthews are men from very different eras. Spira is a lawyer living through the Counter-Reformation, Matthews a British diplomat and suspected double agent in revolutionary France during the Terror. Both are tormented by impossibly conflicted feelings and demands made on them. In Spira’s delusion, God resolves things once and for all: Spira is damned for all eternity. Matthews clears up the confusion which surrounds him by identifying a political conspiracy: the British government is in league with the revolutionaries. There are good players and there are bad players and Matthews’s paranoid delusion places him firmly on the side of justice.

And then we have our French glass king and his fragile posterior. The chaotic Charles VI responds so strongly to a new technology that he melts himself into it. Delusions of the body are often exquisite metaphors, witty and poetic, even when they result from grisly trauma, as with our clockmaker who survived the decapitation spree of the Terror but believes that he ‘lost his head’ under the blade of the newfangled tech of the guillotine.

And what of the people who want to know about delusions, who get obsessed with a cure? Who are they? The characters of the pioneering doctors we meet along the way are no less compelling, or confounding, than their subjects. Making his mark in the Paris medical journals in the early 1920s, for example, is Gaëtan Gatian de Clérambault. He gave his name to a delusional syndrome, otherwise known as ‘erotomania’, where a person believes that someone of high rank is in love with them (when they’re not). While his theories circulated between the most distinguished Parisian doctors, he kept a personal fetish for silk and other sensual materials completely secret, from everyone except the mannequins in his apartment. He killed himself with his First World War service pistol, staging the desperate tableau of his suicide in front of a mirror as if it were the final shot of a motion picture. The pioneers of new thinking around delusions in the nineteenth and twentieth centuries were frequently traumatised by a direct experience of war. The diagnosing doctor and the delusional patient undertake months, if not years, of conversation. They engage in a dance of sorts, and doctor and patient frequently have more in common than they might imagine.

I spent many days eavesdropping on conversations from centuries past between physicians and the people describing their experience of delusions, via the case studies which resulted. The case notes are often brief sketches, with gaps and omissions, and they are inevitably coloured by the psychiatric gloss, or the religious or philosophical parameters of time they were written. Many, of course, were recorded well before the language of psychoanalysis was formulated. I’ve taken a certain licence in passing a psychological lens over the oldest stories. My hope is to try to understand a little more about the individuals who hide behind the pseudonyms that headline the landmark cases and how their delusions functioned in their lives; to flesh out the elusive characters like ‘Madame X’ who believed she had already died, and ‘Madame M’ with her stolen children and a double for a husband. What’s it like to experience an extreme delusion first-hand? What were the specific experiences their delusions answered?

We receive our subjects refracted through the mind of their doctors and chroniclers with agendas, even delusions, of their own. Occasionally, like tuning an old radio, you catch snatches of what feels like an authentic voice in the static. Then they tell us how common our troubles are and have always been.


Victoria Shepherd’s A History of Delusions is out now, published by Oneworld Publications in the UK.

Follow the Author: Website, Goodreads, Twitter

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s